i never win
14/12/2005 // 11:09 am
i thought yesterday was the last day i'd ever have to deal with the courier that sent me that cheesey card with the cheesey poem saying "all i want for Christmas this year is you."
we've been going through the transition of changing the company we use for our bike couriers. he was with the old (only came 5 days a month). the new guys have been doing our daily pick ups and sharing time calls (blah blah blah) with the older company. the contract ended yesterday with the old company. yay!
and then. i find out that the guy that gave me the card just switched over to the new company. so now he'll be coming every single day!
and i can't say or do anything. 'cause i've already had one person fired within the last month. and that's enough bad karma for me already.
ugh. he's so gross and smelly and gross and old and gross and smelly.
why???
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12/12/2005 // 11:42 am
i doubt you would ever hear 'smells like teen spirit' in the middle of a working weekday on NPR.
and that's why canada rocks. and now i have to e-mail jian. i'm thinking airport layover in toronto chillingness.
like african children (but with emotions)
12/12/2005 // 10:32 am
went to go see narnia last night. i was tired. and unimpressed. bought a present for my sister.
worked 17 hours this weekend.
blew up at work on friday. didn't know k3ith was in the office for the first time in almost a month. probably ended up looking like a total retard to anyone who speculated we're dating. freaking out the first time he shows up for work. don't care. my confrontation with daytime cohort ended: it all goes to hell when i step away from my desk for 45 minutes well maybe you shouldn't step away from your fucking desk for 45 minutes during month end then... don't want to get into how it started.
yeah. okay. no more work talk. work is dumb. my blood pressure rises just thinking about the place.
after work satuday, k3ith and i went for a huge walk. flashback to before work. we had lunch. he asked if i was the one he went to see the aristocrats with... and for some reason it made me really sad that he would ask that. it seems memorable enough. it was freezing that night. and raining. and we walked from work. and in the parkade he ran into his boss and told him we were going to see a movie. then the next morning we got busted in the parkade by mr and mrs. boss. and we didn't really watch the movie so much as listened to it. so, anyway. i was all tormented and i guess i made my "i'm tormented" face which he claims was the intention of the question in the first place. yeah right. intentionally almost making me cry to see an "adorable" reaction? emotions too available. must constrict more.
he was driving somewhere. later. and i think we almost had a fight. i was upset by the whole thing. still upset about friday's officesplosion. he asked, "why do you cause yourself so much inner turmoil?" i replied, "why do YOU cause me so much inner turmoil?"