suck a /up
06/07/2005 // 11:50 pm
today was purdy uneventful. i guess that's a good thing. i used my biking muscles a lot. biking home from work without my glasses -through dark shadows- might not have been wise. somehow i forgot my bike helmet under my desk. oopsies. before, my keys were in my helmet, but i somehow extracted them and left the helmet behind. don't know why.
this is my third night alone in my apartment. muh ha haaa. second in a row. for some reason i feel slightly disappointed. i can't believe how easy it is for me to become totally co-dependent. i need to kick that character trait in the ass.
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06/07/2005 // 10:17 am
12:50 am
i can't believe i can't update this late at night. redonkulous.
this is -count it- only my second night alone in my new pad since i moved in. i moved in on friday. it's tuesday. it feels super to be alone. it feels super to not be alone too, but in a different way.
my wrist is majorly screwed up right now. i'm not sure what i did to it, but the timing is all wrong. i have some major stapling ahead of me at work. i can do it left handed fairly quickly, but i keep reaching for the stapler with my right hand and squeezing the stupid thing together makes it feel like fire is shooting up my arm.
k is moving out of his house. this is good. hopefully he'll be happier there. until he can move there though, i have a feeling i'm going to have a roommate that i'm not entirely prepared to have yet. this place is big though, so big that i might not even notice a few extra people living here with me. might not. oh well. i made the offer in a somewhat passive way. so my bad on that one.
i loves it here.
i'm so f-ing tired. and sick of work right now. the best part is the 45 minute walk home in a t-shirt at 11:30 at night. last night it was fun because i had company. i pass 3 gelato places on my way home. 1-2-3. tonight it was fun because i was alone.
ummm. something weird happened on my way to work today. it's the second time in just over a week that the same thing has happened. this time, i totally saw it coming but i was still somewhat taken by surprise. so, i'm gonna see if there's a threepeat before i write about it. it's weird though. last time was slightly different... this time was super unsettling. so much so that i can't really stop thinking about it.
i'm going to have a shower before bed. i totally need a new shower head... the one the landlord installed is by far the crappiest thing in this place.
and now it's 1:38 am and i still can't add an entry. i'm so out.