sat and typed. 20 minutes.
02/10/2003 // 5:09 pm
weekend time! yay! and i get the internet this weekend. double yay.
|>play is actually taping in cowtown tonight. i sort of want to go. because i'm sort of infatuated with the host. and i can't explain why. there's just something about his persian-ness that i like. but you know, i'll probably just stay home and watch him on the tube. as if he were in toronto. why? cause i'm damn tired.
i have to record everything i do too, for three days. i'm at day 1.75 right now. it's starting to wear on me. and i was thinking last night before i fell asleep.. what if someone were having sex right now... would they record it and hand it in?? i'm thinking if i go binge drinking or something tomorrow night, i won't be writing that down. recording every move you make. these are fun times.
i probably won't go binge drinking.
i think i might give evan a call this weekend. that's kind of a scary thought. but i feel like i need to find out what the new bar that opened in the steve after i left is like.. and who better to ask? i guess my brother, the new crq radio god. ha ha. fun-ness.. but no.
time to go record my walk home. i predict that it will take me seven minutes from here. and then i will sit for five. cook for ten. and sit and eat for another ten. my calorie intake seems to be a lot more exciting than my expenditure... i actually do plan on fulfilling my gym cycle this week. i won't be skipping.. or i'll pretend i didn't skip and fudge my data. yeah.
the osteoclast is connected to the hip bone
29/09/2003 // 1:39 pm
and just like that, i think the e-mail war is over.
life is unfair.
"now you don't have to shoot me in the leg"
29/09/2003 // 11:51 am
i need to learn how to stop instigating. i seemed to be engaged in an email war, of sorts, with michael. i wouldn't call it a fight. if it were a fight, i'd be emotionally affected. the only thing this war is doing is creating an email checking obsession in me. i have a feeling it might be getting him down though. which is sad. and bad. i shouldn't be trying to hurt him, he hasn't done anything to cause me to be on the offensive, that i know of. somehow i know i instigated the whole thing though. actually, i'm not sure it was me.
i think all i did was say that going to prague to teach esl didn't appeal to my non-patchouli wearing senses.
apparently that's offensive?
it's been a while since i've engaged in email war. too long maybe. it's been going on for almost a week now. it's sort of exciting. ofcourse, it could ultimately result in the demise of a longstanding 'relationship.' but, frankly, i don't really consider myself too involved at this point and i feel little emotional investment is at stake by engaging in this petty electronic feud. i'm not even sure what the fight is about anymore. segment of last email i got:
"I forgot that you have the market cornered on gloom."
i actually thought that was pretty funny.
i just lost my train of thought. back to my osteology lab.
muffled ear chirpings
28/09/2003 // 1:02 pm
so so tired from tea party concert last night. it was quite rock and roll. i still can't say i'm a huge tea party fan.. but i had okay fun. i guess. my ears are still all muffly as i was standing at the very front of a very large but very subdued concert going crowd. i was adjacent the stack of speaker. my hair and pantlegs were waving in the breeze of the bass drum.
now i'm at the library working on an assignment. stephan is here. he is fun. and cute. and fun.
i'm so distracted by an obsessive need to check my email today. i'm waiting to see if michael replies to the reply to a very bitchy followed by apologetic email i sent him. i wasn't mean, i wasn't nice and forgiving either. why should he be sorry for being bitchy? he wrote what he meant and as far as i'm concerned tone is irrelevant. it's the substance that matters. so i wrote back saying that from now on, for however long now on is, i'd be biting my tongue. since the one time i don't i get bitched at. or "biotch"ed at.
back to archaeology and obsessive compulsive behaviors.