sad
30/08/2003 // 6:57 pm

i have slept.. oh, maybe 6 hours since thursday morning. and it's nobody's fault but my own. all mine. i broke my watch strap and lost track of time last night. i got home at 4:30 in the morning. 4 fucking 30 in the morning. who stays out that late? what was i doing? where the hell did i leave my glasses? all questions i wish i knew the answers to. and somehow, i only spent three dollars last night. on cover. if i only spent three dollars, how did i consume so much alcohol?

my mom woke me up at nine this morning so we could go shopping in saint john. i had a choice, i didn't have to go, but i was still asleep and slightly hung over when she asked.. apparently i said i'd go.

i'm so tired. i think i feel okay. but most importantly, i bought a new watch strap.

now, i just have to find my glasses. i remember taking a pretty big fall last night.. i hope i didn't lose them on the sidewalk somewhere. i think they're at evan's, but i don't want to go there tonight. because his apartment is apparently like a vortex. i get sucked in and never leave.

must find glasses.

how sad am i?

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